Perfect Blue (1997) (Satoshi Kon)
Black Swan (2010) (Darren Aronofsky)
Sarai! Can we has?
I am so sick!
It’s my third day of sick and I’m only more sick!
Maybe I caught man flu instead of normal flu
I’m sick and my boyfriend bought me feel better pills and that’s all you want from love really
LOOK AT THEIR LITTLE BUTTS
Bun bun bum bums.
Manoir de Hautegente, Coly, France
InknPaint is now The Shadow Studio! Here are some of her pieces!
Had a meeting with the psychiatrist today.
I don’t even have words for a text post. I might make a video tomorrow.
But to sum up:
Before we began Dr asked what I did for a living then where I worked (I replied Social Work, Headspace)
Dr. Fuckwit Franco (you’re welcome) is convinced Sarai has Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) due to a bogus diagnosis 7 years ago.
I argued at length that I did not agree with this diagnosis, nor did a psychologist Sarai saw last year.
This did not sway him.
He told me to go read the DSM. I told him I had. He told me to go talk to people about it, I said I had - do you really think I wouldn’t have? Of course I had.
He then told me to read it again and talk to more people.
I asked if he wanted me to be convinced, he said no then ranted about irrelevant crap for ages.
This came up again (of course because I am not fucking letting this go Mr. I’m Not Going To Listen To Anyone Least Of All Reason) and he told me I needed to have more conversations.
I said that he seemed to have a different opinion on BPD than most other people so perhaps I should talk to him.
He replied 'Well I am going to be your new boss at Headspace, I'm going to be the clinical services coordinator so I think you had better smarten up'
LIKE FOR REAL. FOR FUCKS SAKE.
Of course, this didn’t shut me up, and it will continue to not threaten me despite the fact that my two job prospects at the moment are at Northside and at headspace - both places he will be working at.
We have requested a different Psychiatrist and I am putting in a formal complaint. Because he is a fuckhead and I want to rip his facial hair out.
I have never been this angry.
I know people say that as an exaggeration.
But this is it. I have never been this angry. This will now be the benchmark.
And I haven’t even covered how poorly my sister was treated.
yes, I’m allergic but needy cat is needy
The hospital are trying to send Sarai home despite her still having an active suicide plan.
THEN they pull out the bogus diagnosis of BPD for God knows what reason to explain why they need to turf her out.
They told my brother-in-law that if someone had a heart attack they’d have to drop everything wouldn’t they??
WELL FUCK ME IF I THINK I HOSPITAL SHOULD BE A LITTLE BETTER SET UP TO HANDLE MORE THAN ONE FUCKING LIFE THREATENING SITUATION AT A TIME.
Oh shit is about to get real.
Gonna rip this doctor up.